Uno is my family's favourite game now
Sis family is staying at my house since it is a school holiday
and I'm looking forward to home whenever school ends
Gonna start my assignment now







I tried but I failed
I guess I'm not into any relationship with guys
but what can i do?
its not my fault
coz i don't feel loved
Tust is not there
And this few days, i just hope you will realize and reflect.
I miss you like hell
but I'm going to sacrifice

Loveislikefart, Hards to control, Scared to let go..


Why the hell gurls are like this???
Unreasonable
sensitive

full of nonsense

not all are like this

but I am one of the nonsensical ones

People, let's make things clear
Shilala is still single mingle :)
Does my entry sounds like I'm already attached? er..maybe..
But whatever it is, I'm sinlge :)

but but that boy is loved by Shilala
Meaning, we are dating each other.
Okla for those who don't know, I' m dating my ex
and that's why we seem so close like an item.




Dear Ash,
                 I just hope friend of yours will read this blog and eventually show it to you. You don't have the right to intefere. Ya, you have a good intention that is to help your dearest friend but you don't have to say that I have made the biggest mistake. Fuck off, who the hell you are to decide. It's my life. Do you really think that I can't live without that friend of yours?Oh my oh my oh my. You are the one who have made the biggest mistake. To think that my dear can't make me smile and only yours can.  This is between me and friend of yours, so, anything that you are not happy about..You just shut the fuck up and let him do the talking coz seriously I never once invited you in. And, if you are not happy about this entry, come to me, I will gladly welcome you in. But oh boy, don't invite your other friends coz only you are invited. The moral of the story is, don't get involve with other's drama.


                

 
Reply:
Ayu and Shaf : Eh gua skarang dah garang beb.haha. Dah tersangkut cerite bohsia.

Nabelle : Cute kehape! Bole jadi gile lyn karenah die!

Had a chat with my deary

Though it was a simple chat

I enjoyed it and I melted every time he smiled and showed that “I wanna hug you” face. Hehe.

Easy for me to keep in touch with him since he already has a laptop.

And3 this is our very first time chatting with each other, so happy ar rite.



I wanted to post about this ^ entry at first, seemed happy rite theboth of us?
but later...in the evening, we had a slight argument. I'm not sure about what.

(msg)Him: U tak syg I ar, I ngah mkn hotdog ni, harap2 I tercekik pastu mati ah, mesti u happy I dah mati. ( You never love me ar, I'm eating hotdog now, I hope I will choke on this hotdog and die, then U will be happy)

Her: U lagi tak syg I, U nk tglkan I tu, nk mati, I ngah mkn lauk sotong ni, harap2 sotong ni idop alek pastu gigit I then I mati ( You ar never love me, want to die and leave me, I'm eating sotong now, I hope the sotong will be alive and bite me, then I die)

This is how our daily argument ends.


anddddd


again, it happens at night

I was so tired of arguing that I replied this msg to him
" The message that you sent could not be delivered, please try it again later"
and he stopped, maybe you girls should try heh.
Oh oh oh, in case you guys get confused, I'm still single and I swear I hate being tied down. We are single but he controls me like hell. but I still love him. :)

Everytime I want to leave him
He will threaten to kill himself
How am I suppose to leave him
and I'm loving him more due to this.